Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Neglected by Blessing

If you had not noticed, I've been negligent in writing to this blog.
Appears that the relief of combating cancer has tinged my mind. Reverted me to other patterns.
Now that I have an answer for prayer, I guess there is no longer a need for a miracle?
Based on my personal reaction, that indeed is the case... what a thankless lot I am!
Here I am in the midst of personal triumph and in my hubris, I neglect everything else around me, how self-centered am I? Against Him, I have sinned!
It only proves what I already know... God I need you as a Savior... every moment of my life!
Apart from Him, I would be nothing. In Jesus Christ, I am and can become more than I imagine.
But how jaded am I... to receive grace and then turn away...
I now know what Paul meant... "in my weakness, I am made strong!"
Like Samson, a clean bill of health has dissipated my strength...
Lord Jesus, forgive me of presuming receipt of your grace.

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